It’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain, and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.
Alan Ball, American Beauty (via feellng)
i am completely and utterly alone
I grabbed her by the throat but I didn’t choke her. Just kissed her so deep she forgot whose air she was breathing.